Once again here I am. Its been almost a week since I started this now and I have to say it is a good reminder for me to keep what I am doing in the front of my mind. It also helps strengthen the reasons why. I am feeling more and more that feeling of WANTING to do something for my wife every day. The only problem now is finding ways and means, you know the money thing, to do it. I am trying to start simple, like this week I will be sending my wife a card just to let her know I am thinking about her. At the same time, with our anniversary coming up, I want to do something she will remember. So, today I created an account on gofundme.com. its a crowdfunding website to help people who have ideas like a business or something. This site also does charitable ideas as well like special birthday parties and things like that. I put in an idea to help my wife start recording because she loves to sing and if I raise enoughin the next weeknor so, I was going to fly out and surprise her on our anniversary. I don't know what will happen, but I hope I at least get enough to let her have a few hours of recording time. That would be great! If anyone feels like donating it is under "help me help my wife sing for our anniversary." It really is a great thing to feel when you know you are getting your priorities straightened out.